fear (lowercase) vs Fear

fear vs Fear

There is a quote from Abraham Hicks floating around from March 2020 in the midst of the COVID19 pandemic.

 
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Predictably, I received the “tell that to my friend on a ventilator” response to the quote. This prompted an exchange where I attempted to explain my take on “fear” vs “Fear”.

“fear” is that feeling you get before you lean in for a kiss, before you jump out of an airplane, that feeling when your spidey senses are tingling due to potential danger, the fight or flight response is kicking in and your hearth is beating fast. In short, that feeling that let’s you know you are alive. It is temporary, once the event is over you normalize.

“Fear” is that feeling of dread or anxiety you cant shake. I felt that after 9/11 and collectively as Americans we were fearful to go anywhere, every person of middle eastern decent was a terrorist and out to kill us. That feeling of not feeling safe wherever we want permeated everything and you couldn’t shake it. I was in the military at the time and a war on terrorism was definitely on my mind. We freely gave away our freedoms to “keep us safe.”

I had similar feeling when I was depressed in 2016. I was in prepper mode as I felt we had an impending nuclear disaster coming and I was powerless to do anything about it or have any way to protect my family. The only thing that made me feel marginally better was buying prepper supplies but the buying really only curbed that impending feeling of doom and powerless for a short amount of time.

I feel like we are in that situation, only collectively, now in 2020 amidst the COVID-19 pandemic. When this started up in Feb 2020 I was getting gripped in fear again. The difference is now I was conscious enough to notice myself slipping into it and I took action to bring myself out of it.

I’ve come to understand though my Law of Attraction and Reality Creation work that what we think about we bring about, our external reality is created by our thoughts, beliefs, and actions, and “Fear” is a choice.

Law of Attraction Stories - Las Vegas

While not my favorite Natural Law, Law Of Attraction (LoA) is favorite and very popular. Most people have seen “The Secret” and know that it’s all about “Thoughts Become Things” and “Think It and It Shall Become.” The Secret fails to talk clearly about the most important part of LoA and that is Feeling. My mentor, Rob Pritchard, talks about the heart being 80x stronger than the mind. I also teach this in my Infinite Possibilities class. Your thoughts send what you want out to the quantum field for the Field/Universe to start putting together potential realities for you to experience. Your feelings PULL that reality into your experience. Thus if you are thinking one thing but you feel lack, the opposite of what you are sending out, or you don’t feel worthy to receive what you are asking for it becomes difficult for it to make it’s way into your reality or you don’t get fully get it.

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Most summers i go to Las Vegas for BlackHat and Defcon (two of the largest hacker conferences). Las Vegas is great place to work on Law of Attraction. In 2018 i was pretty grumpy about being there, I was moping around and being upset about having to be there. My Law of Attraction work was showing how i was feeling. I wasn’t winning anything.

On one of my last nights in town I went to dinner with my friend Don. While catching up in the bar I was relaying my last year of spirituality, LoA work, Reiki, in general just not hating my life anymore. The process of relaying how much better everything was going definitely caused a shift, i was FEELING better and excited and in the flow. We played some slot machines while waiting for our dinner reservations and ended up winning enough to mostly pay for dinner. Not the biggest win of my life but most importantly I noticed the difference in feeling.

Following dinner we went down to Freemont street. It took a little while to get the mojo flowing but as you can see I smashed the buffalo gold machine pretty hard. 101 free spins and got almost double the Super jackpot on the machine. Thank you universe :-)

This post isn’t about winning a thousand dollars. This post is about understanding the FEELING of what you are pulling into your vibration and later your reality. What feeling are you feeling—>attracting in your life?